50 songs for 50 states: Montana


What I learned from looking through my options for Montana is that there are a truly disproportionate number of songs about Montana which explore the following theme: “I’m lonely because my baby left me, but at least Montana is beautiful.”

At the end of the day, I went with Nanci Griffith’s “Midnight in Missoula,” which (slightly) inverts this premise by placing her far away from home, wishing she could be back in Missoula with her loved one. It’s nowhere close to the best Nanci Griffith song–with production that feels very late 90s, and not in a good way–but even a mediocre song from her is still pretty nice.

For a more traditional iteration, try Hank Williams Jr.’s Montana Song, but stick with the live version. The studio take is airless and stale. You also wouldn’t go wrong with John Denver’s Wild Montana Skies which also feels quite dated sonically, but is a perfectly nice early 80s John Denver song. Plus, Emmylou Harris on guest vocals!

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50 songs for 50 states: Missouri

Tear-Stained Eye – Son Volt

Missouri is one of the few states where the official state song is competitive, thanks to a nice Johnny Cash version of “Missouri Waltz.” Still, it was never going to beat out one of my all-time favorite songs: this gem from Jay Farrar about the Mississippi overflowing its banks and threatening the little town of St. Genevieve, Missouri.

It’s a song about the march of time, the power of memory, and the conviction that allows us to keep putting one foot in front of the other. St. Genevieve is only mentioned in the chorus, but its presence leaves traces all through the song. After all, the modern day St. Genevieve no longer inhabits its original location, which had to be abandoned after the great flood of 1785 washed away the entire settlement. But the settlers were undaunted by this catastrophe. They simply moved back off the floodplain and started over.

St. Genevieve is defined by the river. The great Mississippi, which brings trade and commerce, which ties them together with the world outside. It’s the lifeblood of the community, but also a constant threat. And so they strive to hold back the water, praying for salvation. All to aware that salvation often comes only after everything has been flattened. When, against all odds, we find a way to pick up the pieces and start over once again.

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50 songs for 50 states: Mississippi

Here’s to the State of Mississippi – Phil Ochs

If one wanted to develop a typology of states, there are plenty of features they could use to establish key lines of differentiation. Geography, climate, demographics, wealth, etc. But in many ways, it seems to me that you can define states quite well by identifying whether their quintessential songs are positive or negative about the state. For example, New Jersey certainly has its defenders, but it’s notable that the classic song of New Jersey is essentially a song about trying to get the hell out of New Jersey. Conversely, Colorado is by no means perfect but “Rocky Mountain High” comes pretty close to making it seem that way.

I say all this as way of introduction to my choice for my choice of the definitive song about Mississippi: a biting song from Phil Ochs, a man who wrote more than a few scorchers in his day.

There’s an argument to be made that, by treating Mississippi as some kind of extreme outlier, the song risks letting everyone else off the hook for systemic racism that is by no means confined to the Deep South. It also could be seen as writing off the righteous people who live in Mississippi (two-fifths of the inhabitants are African-American, after all). And there’s certainly some legitimacy to those criticisms.

Still, it remains important to mark the trauma, and this song is one of the finest examples of that process at work. Written in the aftermath of his own experiences in Mississippi during the Freedom Summer, it speaks to the regime of white terror that had been imposed, the casual destructiveness, the dehumanization, the impunity of its white citizens—who killed black men and women and suffered no consequence.

I think Ochs himself provided the best explanation of the song, and its proper place in our national imagination:

“I wrote that song the day 19 suspects were allowed to go free. It’s a song of passion, a song of raw emotional honesty, a song that records a sense of outrage. Even though reason later softens that rage, it is essential that rage is recorded, for how else can future generations understand the revulsion that swept the country? On another level, it is my act of murder against the good name of Mississippi, an act of vengeance that couldn’t begin to avenge the countless atrocities of that forsaken land. In other words, at the depth of its irresponsibility, Mississippi had become the symbol of evil in America, and the song is only exhorting that evil to leave.”

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50 songs for 50 states: Minnesota


There are plenty of solid choices for Minnesota—home to Prince, The Replacements, and Robert Zimmerman, just to name a few. Girl From the North Country would be the classic pick, while Prince’s Rock and Roll is Alive, and It Lives in Minneapolis would be the modern angle. Then there’s Atmosphere’s Say Shh, if you want to go for something a little cornier (“Got trees and vegetation in the city I stay / The rent’s in the mail and I can always find a parking space”). The Hold Steady have three or four albums about the Twin Cities, with plenty of great songs in there to choose from. And while it’s not really a personal favorite, there’s no denying the jagged pathos of Tom Waits’ Christmas Card from a Hooker in Minneapolis.

At the end of the day, though, I have to go with what I love, and that’s Westerberg and co., singing a hymn to the skyways that run all through downtown Minneapolis. It’s a simple, lovely little song about the small barriers between us, and the sense of loss they instill.

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Album Review: Structure by Chvad SB

A deep electronic drone, punctuated by little ripples of organic sound. It’s the sound of quiet unrest, the slow etching of shadows cast by the light of a full moon. It reminds me a lot of the meanderings of early Pink Floyd records, but spooled out ever so slowly. There’s a contemplative quality, but one that is constantly interrupted and reset by the need to cross gaps and fissures. It produces a meditative effect, but one defined by interruption more than unity.

The record is Structure, from Chvad SB.

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The songs everyone should hear

Over the last couple weeks, I ran an informal survey asking people for the ‘five songs they think everyone should hear.’ I left it to those surveyed to decide precisely what that meant. My hope was to get enough responses to produce a relatively short list of consensus picks, as well as a broader set of interesting songs that someone interested in broadening their musical palette might want to peruse.

What I got was a long, somewhat bewildering, and wonderfully diverse list with far less overlap than I expected. Which is great. There is an inner circle songs that stood above the crowd, which I’ve collected into a relatively compact playlist suitable for handing to someone utterly unfamiliar with the western popular music canon.

But the notable thing to me was just how much didn’t make the cut. Dozens (maybe hundreds) of all-time classic songs failed to garner a single vote. Which, ultimately, is testament to just how much great music exists out there.

A few notes before I dive into analyzing the results:

  • I drew about a hundred results, which is a nice amount but nowhere near enough to draw any truly definitive results.
  • The selections skew pretty heavily toward the western rock and pop canon. It’s not quite as lilywhite as a list from Rolling Stone, but this should by no means be taken as a great representation of the diverse array of songs that come from different cultures, backgrounds, and timeframes.

With those caveats entered, here are the big topline results.

Three songs came at the top, with five votes each: “So What” by Miles Davis, “Bohemian Rhapsody” by Queen, and “All Along the Watchtower” by Jimi Hendrix. “Watchtower” probably gets the nod as the #1 selection, though, since it also received a nod from someone for the Dylan original. Two other songs received four votes each: “Hey Jude” by The Beatles, and Beethoven’s 9th Symphony (which was recommended in whole and in part by different responders, which I chose to group together). There were then six other songs that received three votes each, giving us a top 11 of:

  1. All Along the Watchtower – Hendrix/Dylan (6)
  2. So What – Miles Davis (5)
  3. Bohemian Rhapsody – Queen (5)
  4. Hey Jude – The Beatles (4)
  5. Beethoven’s 9th Symphony (4)
  6. A Day in the Life – The Beatles (3)
  7. Johnny B. Goode – Chuck Berry (3)
  8. Imagine – John Lennon (3)
  9. Stairway to Heaven – Led Zeppelin (3)
  10. What’s Goin’ On – Marvin Gaye (3)
  11. Hallelujah – Leonard Cohen/others (3)

Like I said, the responses leaned fairly heavily toward the rock canon, so none of these are probably too surprising.

It’s hard for me to argue with any of these as must-listens. While I don’t necessarily love them all (I’d be fine with retiring “Bohemian Rhapsody” and “Stairway to Heaven” for good at this point), they’re all key pieces of musical history. Still, as I noted, the responses leaned fairly heavily toward the rock canon, limiting the diversity of these choices. You’ve got a universally acclaimed jazz track, a universally acclaimed piece of classical music, and then 9 songs drawing heavily on the classic rock songbook.

Once you get into the two-vote selections, things get a little more interesting, though we remain fully ensconced within the post-war modern musical tradition. In alphabetical order, these are the tracks receiving two recommendations:

  • A Change is Gonna Come – Sam Cooke
  • A Love Supreme, Pt. 1 – John Coltrane
  • Billie Jean – Michael Jackson
  • Canon in D – Pachelbel
  • Comfortably Numb – Pink Floyd
  • Crossroad – Robert Johnson
  • Formation – Beyonce
  • God Only Knows – The Beach Boys
  • He Stopped Loving Her Today – George Jones
  • I Will Always Love You – Whitney Houston
  • Jolene – Dolly Parton
  • Karate – Baby Metal
  • Let It Be – The Beatles
  • Like a Prayer – Madonna
  • Like a Rolling Stone – Bob Dylan
  • Man in the Mirror – Michael Jackson
  • One Sweet Day – Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men
  • Rhapsody in Blue – George Gershwin
  • Same Love – Macklemore
  • Shadow Moses – Bring Me the Horizon
  • Straight Outta Compton – NWA
  • Tangled Up in Blue – Bob Dylan
  • The Sound of Silence – Simon & Garfunkel
  • Uptight – Stevie Wonder
  • We Belong Together – Mariah Carey
  • What a Wonderful World – Louis Armstrong

Still very little hip-hop, which feels like a major omission for what has been the principle popular music genre of the past two decades. But at least we’ve now got a little country, a bit more true pop (finally got some MJ and Mariah), some blues, some metal, and so forth. And we also get the first instances of songs that I literally had never heard of (I’d vaguely heard of Baby Metal and never heard anything of Bring Me the Horizon).

There is a ton more diversity in the list if you drop down to all the songs that were recommended only a single time (link to all the songs is available here). That’s nice because, while one goal of this exercise was to get some consensus picks, a big part was also to simply collect a list of the more idiosyncratic choices. I’m very happy with how that part turned out, and I’m slowly building out a Spotify list of all the recommendations, which is available here (and is embedded at the end of this post).

In terms of artists, you will probably not be surprised to learn which band got the most recommendations. Unsurprisingly, it was The Beatles with 13 picks, followed by Michael Jackson with 9 (from seven different songs!), Hendrix and Queen with 7, and Dylan with 6.

Behind those big five, there were a lot of other expected names, including Miles Davis (whose five votes were all for “So What”), David Bowie (who got five votes for five different songs), and Mariah Carey.

The one big surprise for me was some of the titanic names that received almost no votes. Bruce Springsteen picked up two recs (neither for “Thunder Road”), the Rolling Stones only got four, and Aretha Franklin just two. Bach only picked up three, and there were none for Mozart. There were no Charlie Parker songs. No Tupac. Nothing from Nas. No Wu-Tang Clan. Very little Diana Ross. Just one Joni Mitchell song. And so on.

That’s clearly a feature of the exercise, which asks the impossible of respondents: to distill all music down to five songs requires slicing away hundreds of good picks. So I wouldn’t read too much into it. But it is still interesting to see what people say when asked to narrow things down to the absolute core choices.

For what it’s worth, the five songs I contributed were:

  • Hey Jude – The Beatles
  • Brandenburg Concerto No. 5 – J.S. Bach
  • Blue Train – John Coltrane
  • Two Headed Boy, Pt. 2 – Neutral Milk Hotel
  • Straight Outta Compton – NWA

After I submitted my picks, though, I immediately regretted the lack of a good pop song. If I could do it again, I think I’d swap in something from, say, Madonna or Diana Ross.

Did you miss out? Feel free to submit your choices in the comments.

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Top 25 albums of 2017

Last year I struggled to find fifteen albums I could fully endorse. This year I probably could have run the list out to forty or fifty if I had the time to write them all up. I don’t know whether that’s just coincidence, or whether the feeling of permanent crisis that seems increasingly define our era has sparked an artistic explosion. Maybe a bit of both. As is often the case: social trauma tends to travel in close proximity with artistic innovation. And while very few of these albums speak directly to our current political moment, it’s not at all hard to hear it echoing through many of them.

Unfortunately, I’ve had a lot less time for music posts in 2017, so I haven’t had a chance to write up any of these albums over the course of the year. But I’m happy to carve out a bit of space here at the end of the year to celebrate the music that has been keeping me company all year long.

As always, this is a list of my favorites. I make no claim that these are objectively the best. They’re just the ones I liked the most.

Spotify playlist is available here.

25. Fazerdaze – Morningside

Dreamy vocals, warm bubbling guitar, a nice hit of reverb. Put it all together and you’ve got a perfect summer record. As is often the case with these things, there’s actually quite a bit of anxiety nestled within the dulcet tones, which adds another level of richness to the experience of listening. It not a terribly complex record, but it is one that develops and grows as you listen.

Highlights: Shoulders, Last to Sleep, Bedroom Talks, Lucky Girl

24. Japanese Breakfast – Soft Sounds From Another Planet

Less immediately rewarding than last year’s Psychopomp, but enormously fulfilling on repeated listens. More than any other record this year, it feels impossible to pick apart the individual songs. It’s a gestalt, experienced in bits and pieces but only coming together through the flickering synapses that bridge the cavern between meaning and knowing. To listen to this album is to pick your way through tiny fragments of fossil, left for future archaeologists to puzzle over. In the end, each of us builds a form in our mind of what it’s really about, never really knowing whether we’ve truly grasped its essence.

Highlights: Road Head, Till Death, Soft Sounds from Another Planet, The Body Is a Blade

23. Various Artists – Sweet As Broken Dates: Lost Somali Tapes from the Horn of Africa

A collection of songs recorded in Mogadishu in the 70s and 80s, when it was a multicultural and cosmopolitan hub. And the songs reflect this. You hear funk, disco, reggae, folk, rock and roll, and soul in these tracks – all filtered through the particular lens of that time and place. It’s a remarkable document, and a reminder of just how fragile our cultural memory is. Thinking of Somalia today, it’s almost impossible to imagine the vibrant shimmering city that produced all this music not so long ago. It’s all compounded by the particularities of this compilation–which exists only because radio operators hid recordings–in some cases literally burying them in the ground for years–to keep them safe from the bombs being launched by governmental forces seeking to control the flow of information and popular culture. Those old tapes are now being digitized, making it possible for the whole world to see just a glimpse of what once was ‘the Pearl of the Indian Ocean.’

Highlights: Na Daadihi, Haddii Hoobalkii Gabay, Gorof, Uur Hooyo

22. Sufjan Stevens – The Greatest Gift

There are vanishingly few artists good enough to justify listening to their outtakes. Sufjan Stevens clears the bar by a mile. As with his Illinois outtake record a decade earlier, this record is plenty good enough to stand on its own, and is only made better by the window it offers into his creative process. The Greatest Gift contains several (lovely) new songs, but it’s heart and soul is the remixes and demos of songs already seen on Carrie & Lowell.

Highlights: The Greatest Gift, City of Roses, Wallowa Lake Monster, Drawn to the Blood (Fingerpicking Remix)

21. Cayetana – New Kind of Normal

New Kind of Normal is an ode to everyone struggling to find their way in a world that claims to love diversity while still contriving to punish every deviance. It’s power pop for a cloudy day, punk rock layered over some interesting time signatures and chord progressions, the aggression and frantic energy of youth tempered by the weariness of wisdom.

Highlights: Mesa, Certain for Miles, Side Sleepers, Too Old for This

20. Dori Freeman – Letters Never Read

This record feels old-timey, which I definitely mean as a compliment, though perhaps a slightly guarded one. To listen is to dig through boxes in your attic, the quiet history that your grandparents left behind. There is so much joy there, and a sense of peace and calm. It doesn’t really take any risks – which is why I say that my compliment is slightly guarded – but there’s plenty of room in the world for music that just makes you feel good. I do hope for something a bit more ambitious from Freeman at some point. But if the goal was to deliver a solid followup to last year’s wonderful debut record, this one fits the bill quite nicely.

Highlights: If I Could Make You My Own, Cold Waves, Turtle Dove, Just Say It Now

19. Alex Lahey – I Love You Like a Brother

Ten songs in 35 minutes, with each track tightly would up to pack the maximum punch. In that way it feels like a throwback to the era when rock records came in quick, hit you hard, and went off on their way. And as is often the case with this sort of breezy rock and roll: Lahey’s songs have the air of something merely tossed off on a whim, a sort of cheerful insouciance which is actually exceptionally tough to pull off.

Highlights: I Haven’t Been Taking Care of Myself, Backpack, Perth Traumatic Stress Disorder, Awkward Exchange

18. Harmony Woods – Nothing Special

It has all the gloss of an emo-revivalist act (to the point of being produced by Modern Baseball’s Jake Ewald, which honestly might be a little too on the nose), while still feeling like a piece of utterly independent self-creation. It’s jam packed with all the little details that are utterly specific in that way that makes them totally universal. And the songwriting is top notch. RIYL: songs about feelings, chiming guitars, crippling self doubt, cautious optimism, records that don’t overstay their welcome.

Highlights: Jenkintown-Wyncote, Renovations, Parking Lot, Negro y Azul

17. Natalie Hemby – Puxico

A slightly uneven record, which packs its four best songs into the first four tracks. But oh boy are those first four songs great. The peak is Cairo, IL which deserves to become an immediate inductee into the great American songbook. It also features one of the best opening tracks of the year, with Time Honored Tradition offering a perfect induction into the beautiful blend of past and present that defines the record. The defining element of the record is Hemby’s voice, a powerful instrument in its own right, and blended perfectly with delicately plucked strings, a weeping pedal steel, and whisper-light percussion.

Highlights: Cairo IL, Time Honored Tradition, Lovers on Display, Grand Restoration

16. Football, Etc. – Corner

I love this record plenty in 2017, but if I had heard it in 2003, I would have been absolutely head over heels. It would slot very nicely into the stuff I was spinning regularly then – early Rainer Maria, American Football, Jimmy Eat World, The Promise Ring, and so on. The guitars rise and fall in waves, with the vocals surfing along the top of the crest, occasionally bursting out with a clever lyrical twist that cuts right to the bone. Fun side story: I got to meet the band this year when my two side gigs (music blogger and soccer journalist) ran headfirst into each other at the final of National Women’s Soccer League. Turns out they’re huge women’s soccer fans and were helping to organize a conference I attended the morning of the final. Small world.

Highlights: Eleven, Save, Foul, Space

15. Balmorhea – Clear Language

This is a much weirder album than the previous efforts from the Austin-based instrumentalists. While there still are plenty of examples of stately piano movements and delicately-plucked guitars, this does not feel like an album recorded in a symphony hall. I hear sounds of jazz, noise rock, Americana, and even pop. On the whole, I’m still most moved by the beautiful and minimalist numbers, but there certainly is an additional sense of heft granted to those efforts by their inclusion within a much broader sonic palette.

Highlights: First Light, Waiting Itself, 55, Dreamt

14. Nadia Reid – Preservation

I came to this record very late in the year and honestly have not really had enough time to sit with it and let it soak over me. In many ways it’s a very simple album, a folk record tinged with touches of the surreal–very much in the tradition of a Neil Young. There is certainly some straightforward pop sensibilities here, and at times you can almost imagine Reid playing one of the side stages of Lilith Fair. And yet, there’s a sort of psychic gap here that I simply haven’t been able to adequately wrap my head around. Songs like Richard and the title track sound like they must have come through a wormhole from some alternate dimension where Napoleon never went to Russia and no one ever invented the internal combustion engine or something. I don’t know. It’s a great album, but I feel like I’m at a bit of a loss deciding just how great it is.

Highlights: Richard, Preservation, Right on Time, Hanson St Part 2 (A River)

13. Hammock – Mysterium

I enjoy every Hammock record, in part because they are willing to explore the boundaries of their genre. Each record is still noticeably from the same artist, but tend to vary widely in forms of instrumentation, pacing, and development. On this record, for example, they’ve turned away from most of the post-rock elements that infused their recent work. Instead, it’s mostly strings and wordless choruses–the echoes of lost hymns unheard in centuries, but still lingering in the form of tiny echoes that reverberate in undusted corners. In that sense, it’s perfectly named. This is, more than anything, the sound of mysterium brought to life.

Highlights: Now and Not Yet, Dust Swirling, Numinous, For My Sister

12. Adult Mom – Soft Spots

No frills, no whistles. Just nine perfectly constructed, sweet, jangly, clever little indie pop gems. It sings with the rhythm of life, the everydayness of doubt, the little joys of friendship and compassion, the peculiar mixture of freedom and loss that comes with every big life choice.

Highlights: J Station, Ephemeralness, Same, Full Screen

11. Gordi – Reservoir

Gordi’s full length debut lacks any single song as breathtaking as “So Here We Are,” which helped elevate her EP into my top 5 last year, but fills in the gaps very nicely with interesting, richly textured, music. It’s pop, it’s electronic, it’s folk, it’s rock, it’s operatic. Think Bjork co-writing with Bon Iver, produced by Phil Collins. Except not really like any of them. Ultimately, the incorporation of so many different approaches generates a record that feels strangely timeless – as if it belongs wholly to itself and not to any particular moment or genre.

Highlights: On My Side, Long Way, Bitter End, Heaven I Know

10. Tica Douglas – Our Lady Star of the Sea, Help and Protect Us

A rumination on life, loss, faith, and the meaning of existence. I’ve loved Tica’s work from back when they were practicing chords down the hall and playing tiny coffeehouse gigs in our little New England college town, and you can still hear the sort of intimacy and cleverness that defined those old coffeehouse days, but it’s now been dialed up an entire new level. This is an album to sit with in a dark room and piece together the meaning of every note, but it’s also a record for playing loud with the windows rolled down. I hear tinges of White Album era Beatles, of the late 70s post-punkers, of the Elephant 6 set, of contemporary pop. That melange never fully coalesces into a single theme or style, but it also never feels confused or muddy. This is an album that offers no answers, no clarity of vision or purpose. Instead, it asks for something much better (and harder): to dwell with the indecision, and to accept that we will never be fully secure.

Highlights: Death Come in Threes, My Friend’s Exes, The Same Thing, I Won’t Lie

9. Cloud Nothings – Life Without Sound

When discussing this album before its release, Dylan Baldi called it ‘new age’ record, which was certainly a strange comment for a band defined primarily by noisy, snarling rock and roll. But the descriptor actually makes a lot of sense. This is still, very noticeably, a Cloud Nothings record–the guitars still burn brightly, the percussion is still soul-rattling–but there is a mindfulness here that is surprising from a rock record. The transition is by no means perfectly executed, and there are glimmers of overweening rockism here, of the sort that produced a generation of self-satisfied prog-rockers. But only glimmers. On the whole, it’s masterfully done.

Highlights: Up to the Surface, Modern Act, Enter Entirely, Sight Unseen

8. Katie Ellen – Cowgirl Blues

A record that walks the knife’s edge between exuberance and depression with incredible poise. It’s a breakup album, but is also so much more. Fundamentally, it’s a reminder that life is about more than surviving, that if we climb high we will sometimes fall. And if that brings great pain, there is really no other way to be our authentic selves. It’s called Cowgirl Blues more as a reference to the Tom Robbins novel than as an indicator of musical themes–this is more a record about suburban blues than cowgirl ones. But there’s something universal in its ambition, which hopes to speak to the sort of independence evoked by the idea of the cowgirl–a spirit which beats even in the heart of the boring suburban millennial.

Highlights: Sad Girls Club, Bleeding Heart, Houses Into Homes, Drawing Room

7. Caroline Spence – Spades and Roses

Country music exists to explore the space between our deep vulnerabilities and our unflinching hopefulness. When it’s done poorly, it degrades quickly into nostalgia. But when it’s done well, it offers an unvarnished glimpse of the human condition. On this album, it’s done very, very well. Hotel Amarillo is a tornado of loneliness and self-doubt, layered over a relentless commitment to continue placing one foot in front of the other. Southern Accident cribs musically from Long Black Veil in order to tell a coming of age story that is instantly recognizable while still being completely specific. Another highlight is Softball, which approaches the gender gap through the lens of softball, and concludes with the utterly devastating line: “they’ll go to strike you out, and say “cheer up it’s only softball.” It’s a lovely song, but it cuts right to the bone.

Highlights: Hotel Amarillo, Slow Dancer, Goodbye Bygones, Softball

6. Japandroids – Near to the Wild Heart of Life

Celebration Rock is probably my favorite album of the decade so far, and there was very little chance of the follow-up matching its glorious heights. And, to their credit, they have preserved much of the same joyous spirit that drove that record, without simply trying to re-record it. More than anything, to me it sounds like an ode to the great midwest bar rock bands of the 80s: Husker Du and The Replacements, and the like. Sure, there is something lost in the change. But there is also something gained: a looseness and easiness that comes with age and experience. It’s not Celebration Rock, but it’s still a great rock and roll record.

Highlights: Near to the Wild Heart of Life, True Love and a Life of Free Will, No Known Drink or Drug, Midnight to Morning

5. Susanne Sundfør – Music for People in Trouble

A cool autumn night in Lothlorien. High above the earth a canopy of leaves shifts aside to reveal the full moon. Its silvery light washes over a singer, golden-haired, pale, mysterious. Her words enfold you, and all memory fades into nothingness. You drift, cocooned in this fugue state, for what seems like only an instant. And yet, when you wake, all is different. The mountains worn down, the sky brighter, the ground softer. And you wonder: is it the world that changed, or only myself?

Highlights: Reincarnation, Undercover, The Sound of War, No One Believes in Love Anymore

4. Benoît Pioulard – Slow Spark, Soft Spoke and Lignin Prose

It’s not particularly difficult to make decent ambient music – each composition is so simple that there’s very little to really mess up. But it’s exceptionally difficult to make great ambient music. Again, because it’s so simple, there’s absolutely nothing to hide behind. Every breath, every movement, needs to be perfectly aligned or the spell will break. Well, Benoît Pioulard makes great ambient music. These two records, put together, are probably the closest we’ve come to matching up with the classic And Their Refinement of the Decline by Stars of the Lid.

Highlights: Never Just As You Wanted, Lignin Poise, Hawk Moth Mirage, Same Time Next Year

3. Julie Byrne – Not Even Happiness

One of the great wonders of music is the depth and complexity that can be found from very simple instruments. This record breaks no boundaries, offers no new techniques, and could just as easily have been recorded in 1967 (or, frankly, in 1917) as in 2017. And yet it feels utterly distinct and new. From these simple pluckings, in this dusty voice, there are truths as yet unexplored. Stories as yet untold. This is a record for long afternoons on the porch, drinking sweet tea and watching the rays of light drift down through the leaves above.

Highlights: Sleepwalker, Follow My Voice, Morning Dove, All the Land Glimmered Beneath

2. Phoebe Bridgers – Stranger in the Alps

Coming into the year, we had some tantalizing hints from Bridgers (she had songs on my 2015 and 2016 list), but still no full length album. Well, the wait was worth it. This is a stupendous record, which exhibits all the deft songcraft, insightful lyrics, and keen sense of melody which we anticipated. If I have a complaint, it’s only that there are a few places where the production slightly overwhelms the songs. In particular, two tracks are re-recordings of work she’d already released (Killer and Chelsea), and in both cases, I think I actually prefer the rougher demo. But in other cases (Motion Sickness, Demi Moore), there is a clarity and crispness that turns great songs into classics. So it’s hard to get too worked up about it.

Highlights: Motion Sickness, Smoke Signals, Funeral, Demi Moore

1. The War on Drugs – A Deeper Understanding

This band is operating on a different level from everyone else. This is their second #1 showing on my list in the past four years. And while this record isn’t (quite) as mind-blowing as Lost in the Dream, it still comes in as my favorite of the year. The synths are a bit overbearing in places, and the production is just a bit too airy for my tastes. But there is no denying these songs. Propulsive, introspective, joyous, weathered. There were more innovative and interesting albums this year, but none that drew me back to insistently.

Highlights: Thinking of a Place, Nothing to Find, In Chains, Holding On, Strangest Thing

Honorable Mentions:

Julien Baker – Turn Out the Lights and Aimee Mann – Mental Illness. Two beautiful records filled with deceptively simple, heartfelt story-driven songs. Neither did quite enough for me to make the cut, but that’s just a sign of how much great music there is out there.

Vanessa Peters – Dal Vivo. A live record from one of my long-time favorite artists. I finally got a chance to see her live last fall, and hope to make another show soon. But in the meantime, this is a nice way to tide me over.

Lorde – Melodrama. I was never quite able to sell myself on this as an album qua album, but I still enjoyed it immensely even if it didn’t quite stick the landing.

Blis – No One Loves You. Sounds a little too close to a Sunny Day Real Estate knock-off for comfort. But on the bright side, it sounds like a Sunny Day Real Estate knock-off!

Jason Isbell – The Nashville Sound. This is probably my least favorite Isbell solo record (which makes it a little strange to me that it seems to be getting the best press) but even a mediocre Isbell record has plenty to love.

Thurston Moore – Rock N Roll Consciousness. Thirty years since Daydream Nation came out, and he’s still bringing the heat.

Land of Talk – Life After Youth. Indie rock no longer has quite the cachet as it did ten years ago, but Land of Talk are still keeping the spark alive.

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Top 50 songs of 2017

2017 has been a year of revolution in gender politics, and that has absolutely been reflected in the musical world as well. As with so many industries, there is a sense that the dam may be bursting: that sexual violence, exclusion, and discrimination will no longer be confined to whisper networks. And while there is still a lot to do, there’s also a growing awareness that the future of popular music is feminine.

The trend has been developing for a while, but this year definitely felt like a tipping point to me. At this point, I think we can state definitively and unequivocally: the best music is being made by women, and it’s not even really all that close. Of the 50 songs on this list, only 14 are from male artists. And it’s not just me. Look at the consensus lists floating around out there and you’ll find a vast army of female, queer, nonbinary, and nonwhite artists.

This explosion of incredible work is important not just for the bare fact of better representation (important as that is), but also for the way it brings new themes, new attitudes, and new perspectives into the fold. There is still a lot wrong with the way music works, but if you want to look for glimmers of hope, look to the level of poise, determination, talent, and perseverance of artists who have shattered the glass ceiling and taken over the music business from the bottom up.

My list this year wasn’t consciously constructed with these developments in mind, but it certainly can’t help but reflect them.

As always, these are just my favorites. I make no claim that they were objectively the best. One song per artist. Spotify playlist available here.

50. Addison – Trophy Dad

A song that feels like it came from a happier time, when intentions were pure and all things remained possible.

49. Bodak Yellow – Cardi B

The biggest rap song of the year, and for good reason. This is a killer track.

48. Another Sunny Day – Star Tropics

It’s been a few years since we’ve had a top-notch album from Labrador records, but if you’re in the mood for fuzzy indie pop, this is an excellent substitute.

47. Aura – Bicep

My favorite club track of the year. Great rhythmic spine that centers a gorgeous synth mélange.

46. Nightfall – Mimi Page

This is four of the last five end-of-the-year lists to feature Mimi Page. I just can’t get enough of the way she textures musical components, drawing on the simplest of simple elements to produce something that sounds like it exists in some state beyond space and time.

45. Blue Field – The Luxembourg Signal

I would listen to Beth Arzy sing the phonebook.

44. Mercury – Sufjan Stevens, Bryce Dessner, Nico Muhly & James McAlister

We didn’t get any home runs from Sufjan this year, but he sure hit a lot of singles. This one is probably my favorite, but there were six or seven other songs from various projects that might have made the list instead.

43. Michael Collins – Bedroom Eyes

It’s been a long time, but it’s great to have some Bedroom Eyes back on the list (last seen all the way back in 2006!).

42. Road Head – Japanese Breakfast

A woozy synth line, a fumbled kiss, an uncomfortable laugh, a quiet allure.

41. More Romantic – CLOSENESS

Residing in a warm space between the Phil Spector wall of sound and the synthy 80s pop production, this is one of those songs that just feels like you’ve known it your whole life, even on the first listen.

40. J Station – Adult Mom

That strange reminiscence for an old lover–someone who knows you better than almost anyone else in the world, but who has suddenly become a virtual stranger. The awkward fumblings.

39. Prom – SZA

Glossy and smooth and just indelibly cool.

38. For Light – Jay Som

The journey is seven full minutes, each step taken with a grim determination, ratcheting higher and higher. More tension, more emotion, more pain, more urgency, more desperation.

37. 7 Years – EMA

“For seven years I let this waste me / Seven years before I could face it / All that time of guilt and shame / I couldn’t even say it’s name”

36. On My Side – Gordi

I could have picked any one of five or six tracks from this record for the list, but ultimately went with On My Side because I just can’t get enough of the way her voice bends around the notes on the verses.

35. Mesa – Cayetana

I’m a sucker for a bass-heavy punk record with a whole lot of bounce.

34. Now and Not Yet – Hammock

The feeling of standing in an old Italian church, where uncounted prayers have been murmured, with eyes locked on the heavens. All you can do is breathe in the sense of something so much larger than yourself.

33. Long Time – Blondie

Debbie Harry is a national treasure.

32. Promise the World – Son Volt

The cross-pollination between fiddle and pedal steel, reflecting off that beautiful, weathered voice. Yes, there’s also a Tweedy song on this list, but if you force me to choose, I remain, as always, #TeamFarrar.

31. Deadly Valentine – Charlotte Gainsbourg

If you devoted a roomful of supercomputers to the project of constructing the most Charlotte Gainsbourg-esque song imaginable, they would spit this one out. It’s slinky and clever and strange and beautiful-without-making-a-big-deal-about-it.

30. Reincarnation – Susanne Sundfor

I adore a weeping pedal steel, and this year featured a ton of wonderful examples of how to do it right, but none better than the coda to this song.

29. Old Timer – Willie Nelson

Please never leave us, Willie.

28. Symphony (feat. Zara Larsson) – Clean Bandit

Just a beautiful pop song. Nothing more, nothing less.

27. Eleven – football, etc.

This song glides like a motorboat over a choppy lake of churning guitars. And amidst all the tumult, you catch these reflections of shimmering light.

26. Latchkey Kid – John Moreland

John Moreland is at his best when it’s just him and the guitar. The album as whole felt a bit awkwardly overproduced, but this song is pure gold.

25. First Light – Balmorhea

A song that sounds exactly like what it promises: those first rays of light in the morning, as they creep up over the horizon, casting long, deep shadows. Still cold, but with the promise of warmth to come.

24. Pink Rabbits – Vanessa Peters

One of my favorite artists covering one of my favorite songs. The clarity of the mix is key here. The original feels like a swirling haze. This feels like a balloon rising out from the cloud cover to discover the endless bright blue sky.

23. Sad Girls Club – Katie Ellen

To those who have been told to hide their pain and put on a happy face. To those who can no longer bear to maintain the illusion. To those who live, honest and true. To those who find joy even in the dark.

22. Via Chicago – Jeff Tweedy

This is now the definitive version of Via Chicago. Just soul-shredding.

21. Shoulders – Fazerdaze

The gentle curves of a rolling hillside. The soft caress of a summer breeze. The feeling of time stretching out endlessly before you.

20. Deaths Come in Threes – Tica Douglas

A jagged, beautiful song, which ruminates on loss. How we struggle to make meaning out of what we know is ultimately meaningless. How we can’t help but search for beauty. How it isn’t always enough.

19. Never, Just as You Wanted – Benoît Pioulard

“As winds come whispering lightly from the West / Kissing, not ruffling, the blue deep’s serene.”

18. SGL – Now, Now

Does the world really need another song about the heartbreaks of young love? When it’s this good, yes, absolutely, it does.

17. Jenkintown-Wyncote – Harmony Woods

A beautiful story, told in 125 seconds. We suffer many small indignities, just to find someone who makes it all seem bearable.

16. Richard – Nadia Reid

At its core, this is a very simple song. Drums, a guitar, verses, choruses. And yet…it feels ethereal, spectral, savage. To listen is to set out on a journey that might prove your undoing. Which asks: what would you risk for the sake of love?

15. Song – Sylvan Esso

“I’m the song that you can’t get out of your head” is both very meta and very true.

14. New Rules – Dua Lipa

Probably the most effervescent pop song of the year. The video is a lot of fun, too.

13. Carry Me Home – Michelle Branch

I am so happy to have a new Michelle Branch song on my best-of list. It’s been a long time.

12. Hope the High Road – Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit

I think If We Were Vampires is probably the better song from this record, but Hope the High Road is the song I needed in 2017. There’s so much to be sad about, but we can’t let it overwhelm us.

11. Pretty Girl – Maggie Lindemann

This song is massively overproduced, aggressively trite, and I just do not care even a little bit. I love it so much.

10. Headache – Grouper

I’ve run out of superlatives for the work of Liz Harris. Every song from her is a gem. Weighed down by a life of pain and loss, but with eyes still locked on the stars above.

9. I Haven’t Been Taking Care of Myself – Alex Lahey

Rock and roll is so good.

8. Thinking Of A Place – The War On Drugs

A languorous song that stretches out over eleven minutes, without ever overstaying its welcome. It took me a while to fully grow into appreciating its layers, but it feels richer, more complex, more essential, every time I hear it.

7. Hotel Amarillo – Caroline Spence

The loneliness of the road, brought to life through a series of perfectly evocative moments. The hotel clerk who gives you two keys for a room that you aren’t sharing. The bottle of wine that you hope will sing you to sleep. The crushing weight of time and distance. The sense that your life is being wasted just trying desperately to get somewhere else.

6. Near To The Wild Heart Of Life – Japandroids

Nothing will ever hit as hard as they did on Celebration Rock, but this song gives it a hell of an effort.

5. Cairo, IL – Natalie Hemby

Remembrance untainted by the creep of nostalgia. Pure, sad, beautiful.

4. Green Light – Lorde

Musical genius is very much a young person’s game. This song is a perfect illustration of why. Is it sophisticated? Not particularly. Is the message new or unique? Not at all. But it has a vivacious energy, a sense of belief that if you just reach higher, jump further, dive deeper, the truth is there to be grasped. That it comes in the context of an album that is full of archness and ironic distance only makes this song hit with that much more force. Behind every jaded cynic is a true believer afraid of being hurt. On this song, she shows what it looks like to take the risk.

3. Up to the Surface – Cloud Nothings

I know a lot of people were sad to hear them dial back the aggression on this record, but the slow burn of this song is just so good. The instrumental climax is probably my favorite minute of music this year.

2. Motion Sickness – Phoebe Bridgers

This song is so clever and bright that you almost miss how tightly constructed it is. Phoebe Bridgers has penned quite a few great songs in her young career already, but this is the best. “I have emotional motion sickness” is my favorite line of the year, and second place is not close.

1. Sleepwalker – Julie Byrne

A song so pure and true that it makes my heart burst. To listen is an act of devotion. Whatever darkness may come, there is still light. And, maybe, the hope of solace for those in pain.

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A time of reckoning: the Democratic Party and sexual abuse

Breaking news today that Al Franken kissed and groped a woman without her consent.  Franken has long been a minor hero of mine. An ideologically passionate but intensely pragmatic politician, who took advantage of his celebrity to move into public service and took the responsibility seriously. So, of course, I am deeply disappointed to hear this. But I’m not surprised.

I had no particular reason to think Franken had done wrong. But I was certain that prominent men in the Democratic Party were guilty, and that a reckoning was coming. Now, the time is here, and the question that faces us is simple: will the Democratic Party honor its commitment to be a servant of the vulnerable and an agent for justice? Or will it reveal itself to be just as craven as its critics have always claimed?

It’s not enough to simply mouth the words. Now is the time for action. Franken needs to resign. He needs to be made to resign. And that should only be the beginning. It’s time for the Democratic Party to open its doors, to invite victims to speak, to protect them, to listen to them.

We are near a tipping point, a moment when it’s possible to see something new on the horizon. It doesn’t matter if you’re a Senator, a President, a Democrat, a political ally, or a friend. It’s doesn’t matter if you ‘meant it as a joke.’ It doesn’t matter if you have worked for good policies. If you use your power to demean and diminish, if you harass and threaten, if you degrade and humiliate, you are working against everything that this party ought to stand for.

This has been a long time coming, and few of us are free from the guilt. We had a chance, when faced with clear and convincing evidence of Bill Clinton’s wrongdoing, to believe his victims. Instead, we chose expediency. We made excuses. We dissembled. We pointed to partisan motivations for impeachment, complained about hypocrisy, or simply shrugged our shoulders and pointed to the economic numbers. We distinguished between public and private actions.

It was wrong.

I made many of these arguments myself, and for that all I can do is apologize and promise to be better.

None of us are angels, and we shouldn’t expect perfect moral character in our leaders, any more than we can expect perfect moral character in ourselves. But this is far beyond a matter of simple mistakes or misunderstandings. This is a systemic and pervasive social practice, one that pollutes every promise made to serve principles like equality and justice.

Enough is enough. It’s time to become the people that we have promised to be. It’s time to open our ears to those who have suffered, to be better than we have been. We will not retreat into whataboutism. We will not point our fingers at Trump and Moore and so many others to excuse the misdeeds or our own side. We will not shrug our shoulders and get on with our lives. We will not make excuses for our heroes that become caught up in this maelstrom.

Because they were never heroes, even if we allowed ourselves to believe it.

When history looks back, they’re going to see a lot of terrible things in 2017. But maybe, just maybe, it will be a significant marker of the date when men finally started suffering consequences for the evil that they do.

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Top 10 Ani DiFranco songs

Ani DiFranco burst out in 1990 with a self-titled album of complex, beautiful, haunting songs characterized by a unique guitar picking style and an evocative lyrical style. Ever since, she’s spent three prolific decades experimenting with an impressive array of musical styles and themes. Her peak probably came during the late 1990s–the period most heavily represented on this list–but there’s great music everywhere along the whole path.

You’ll also notice the number of live tracks on here. DiFranco is notable for being the rare artist who is better live AND for whom that superiority actually manages to come across in recordings. In fact, I’d go so far as to suggest that Living in Clip is on the shortlist for greatest live albums of all time. It’s jam packed with great songs, most of which are the definitive takes, and almost all of which are better than their studio counterparts. Seriously, everyone should own that record.

10. Talk to Me Now (Ani DiFranco)

So many of her great songs deal with the small ways in which femininity is weaponized. It’s an interesting feature of her work, to engage seriously with the question of how patriarchy produces standards of attractiveness the hurt everyone. The way that presenting as abnormal—a shaved head, tattoos—generates danger, which is different but not separate from the dangers that come from presenting as conventionally beautiful.

Here, all she wants to do is walk around her own city, and get on with the business of her own little life, and is faced with endless harassment from men who think their attention is inherently complimentary. Men who will “stop at nothing once they know what you are worth.” The defiance in her voice is cathartic, even as you are forced to recognize that every single battle must be fought over and over again. Patriarchy doesn’t present itself as a Big Bad, to be slapped down once and then consigned to the dustbin of history. It is everywhere, ubiquitous, a constant hassle. And so she sings her strength, just to keep herself afloat.

9. Gravel (Little Plastic Castle)

While I don’t have any of her truly experimental and weird stuff on this list, I at least wanted to make sure to include Gravel, as a reminder that when she wanted, she could unleash some blistering rock and roll. It’s also a helpful corrective for anyone who ever doubted that an acoustic guitar could spit fire.

8. Untouchable Face (Living in Clip)

Unrequited love is one of the classic themes of popular music, but a vanishing few that manage to convey the experience so precisely or with such care. It features a lot of wry self-deprecation, but also a lot of vulnerability, all packaged with a simple, warm guitar line.

In this case, the difference between this version and the studio recording is primarily in the balance between the humor and the pathos. The studio version feels just a bit too heavy with the weight of feeling; this one is a joke shared between friends, who laugh because they know the pain is real but they also know how ridiculous it all is.

7. Angry Anymore (Up Up Up Up Up Up)

The first time I saw her play live was on her tour following the release of this album. This song was the highlight of that show, and remains one of my favorite concert memories. She did it acoustic and solo, and all of its tenderness and generosity came across perfectly.

It’s a song about growing up and coming to understand yourself better. And it’s a song about how that maturity can reshape your understanding of the events that drove your childhood. To see your parents as human beings, with all the attendant imperfections, and to love them even more for those limitations.

I’ll refrain from quoting too much as I discuss these songs, because it could easily get out of hand. But I can’t let this one go past without noting one of my all-time favorite verses:

She taught me how to wage a cold war with quiet charm
But I just want to walk through my life unarmed
To accept and just get by like my father learned to do
But without all the acceptance and getting by that got my father through

The amount of depth that she manages to pack into just a few words here is just astonishing. This is an entire short story composed in less then fifty words.

6. Letter to a John (live)

This is a grim song, particularly the third verse (“I was eleven years old, he was as old as my dad. And he took something from me, I didn’t even know that I had”), but it refuses to let the pain become overwhelming. Instead, it explores the way that violence and desire are intermixed, and the ways that women find strength both through and against this effect. And so it’s certainly not an empowerment anthem—she’s wise enough to understand the danger of trading on that sort of narrative—while still helping to show how resilience can grow into something more than just ‘hanging on.’

As with most of her songs, there are quite a few versions of this one floating around, all of which give a slightly different flavor. This one is my favorite. I’ve never actually been able to figure out where it came from, though. If anyone knows, let me know!

5. Marrow (Revelling/Reckoning)

This is Ani at her biggest and brightest. As with many of her great songs, it’s poised carefully between several different and powerful emotional currents. There is joy here (it comes from the ‘Revelling’ side of the album, after all), but also a deep wellspring of pain. We struggle to stay afloat in the stormy waters, desperate to forget all of the things that hurt us, and therefore doomed to repeat them over and over again.

Back in 2009, I wrote a post about the poem that was read at Obama’s inauguration, complaining that it offered platitudes in place of politics, and in its timidity failed to live up to the moment. And I noted that this was more a flaw in the form of the inaugural poem than it was a failure of the poet. It is hard to speak truthfully to the hope embodied by a new dawn without coming to terms with all the suffering that continues to remain hidden in the dark of night. That’s why inaugural poems—which owe too much to the grandeur of the moment—are doomed to failure, while something like this song—which is free to speak honestly about just how deep we remain trapped by the mistakes of our past—would be far more appropriate to the occasion.

4. Present/Infant (Daytrotter Session)

In so many ways, music is a young person’s game—driven by the unwavering certainty of self that so often defines youth. When we are young, we race over the horizons, driven by the need to discover what else might be out there. We seek new challenges, in the hopes of showing the world what we might yet become. As we grow older, the horizons grow more distant, and we increasingly come to understand that we were often running away from ourselves as much as we were running toward the horizon. There comes a moment of reckoning, when we ask whether we can ever be comfortable in our own bodies, in the horizons that we have marked out for ourselves. When we begin to see ourselves not as isolated individuals, but instead as objects reflected back by the world that we’ve created. And we are forced to ask: does this make me happy?

In this song, we get a sort of answer, as we encounter the precociousness of youth growing into maturity, and as we find the artist learning how to grow into herself. Finding a way to dwell with her fears—accepting them without letting them rule her. Discovering that there’s still room to thrive even as she enters a new phase of life. Coming to see that beauty is what we share in our quietest moments.

3. Little Plastic Castle (Little Plastic Castle)

This is the first song of hers I ever heard. The moment the horns burst onto the scene, I was completely hooked. It’s a piece of unbridled joy, a statement of intent. Only after I dug into the rest of her catalog did I fully understand how this song fit into the arc of her career, the slyness of the lyrics, the perfect blend of ironic detachment and exultation that it embodies.

2. Both Hands (Ani DiFranco)

It’s raw, lovely, heartbreaking. Even now, after all these years, it still shocks the system. The way it creeps over you, the way the guitar fills you and then falls away. The way her voice cradles you, fills you with a swell of empathy that is almost impossible to bear. And all you can do is wonder that this young woman—just 20 years old when it was released—could understand so much, could see so deeply inside. It’s an astonishing piece of music.

1. 32 Flavors (Living in Clip)

There aren’t many songs that leave me totally defenseless, no matter how many times I hear them. This is one of the few. A defiant stare. A blushing cheek. A prayer sent upward into the unyielding heavens. A poem written in the stars.

Honorable mentions:
11. Swan Dive (Little Plastic Castle)
12. Napoleon (Living in Clip)
13. Hello Birmingham (To the Teeth)
14. Fire Door (Living in Clip)
15. Buildings and Bridges (Out of Range)
16. Not a Pretty Girl (Not a Pretty Girl)
17. School Night (Revelling/Reckoning)
18. Tis of Thee (Up Up Up Up Up Up)
19. You Had Time (Out of Range)
20. Fixing Her Hair (Imperfectly)

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